Franz Ferdinand Concert...

hello there, who wants to go for franz ferdinand concert on 16 feb? i am asking around for any interested peeps or fans who wants to go, cos i wanna go. haha. it is quite cheap, really. the most expensive ticket is only SGD88.

Holy Son Of Mary...

now do this. look into the center of the picture for a full 30 secs. dont blink! after which, look at a white surface and you will see an amazing image.

Merry Christmas Fools! xD

this is like the last few mintues before christmas is over and to boxing day which is also the day when tsunami strucked some parts of asia last year.

anyhow, i have spent this year's christmas serving people, being a passive smoker and a cleaner. yes, working. i am working on boxing day too which is tomorrow. what a festive season for me. but at least there is double to cheer me up A BIT. i am working on the new year eve and day which means i have double again. hmm... but still i am quite bitter about the fact that people are enjoying while i am working. that shows that money cant buy happiness, nope. well, i am just going to look on the bright side; i am earning more money.

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12.11am
WOO! BOXING DAY FOOLS! xD

BLAST The Dance Floor DJ!

Flick @ China Black on monday was a BLAST! i mean literally blast. the music was blasting like to the max and the bass was strong enough to make the glass vibrate off the table. haha, just kidding. the dance floor was damn small and we were like dancing sadines. ha!

oh yea, i have to thank Xuanyou for informing me about the freebies. haha! it is really cheapo lah, but who cares man? i bought you cai pao, so it is like a way of thanking you! heh! xD

I Want Nothing That You've Got

pardon my previous post. it is filled with cussing and swearing. i AM pissed with someone in my family, not my father. just someone. thanks jia yi and zhen`ai for listening to me rant and bitch. i definitely felt better after that.

so it has been 2 weeks of working and i have earned some keepings for myself and the feeling is great. but i cant spent it for xmas 'cause pay day is 4 jan 2006. sigh sigh. oh and i dont plan to spend it all now. i have learn the hardship of earning money so i am going to save a portion of it. another thing i found out recently in the past few months is that i am spending a lot. i dont know why. maybe retail therapy? IT IS BAAADD... i even bought a zippo lighter knowing that i am not going to use it. but it is nice! hahaha...

fuck, that bitch just called and she spoilt my mood. i am going to end it here.
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i decided to continue blogging. i have to rant about it. okay, she smsed me ytd 8am and of cos i am still SLEEPING and my hp is OFF. and i have this habit of not on-ing my hp after i wake up. just too lazy i guess. so i woke up at 11am and only to on my hp at 3pm. so obviously i can only reply her at that very moment. if she wants to be angry with the fact that i replied her late, so be it, there is nothing i can do. so anyway, she called just now and TOLD MY FATHER that i DIDNT REPLY her. BULLSHIT! i have the sent-message to her in my hp. that's the evidence. so i showed my dickhead father and he said '' why are you be so calculative?'' what the fuck? i am just defending myself! someone just accused me of doing something that i didnt, of cos i have to clear my name, fucker. moreover that is just not the subject whether am i being calculative or not. way out of point.

speaking about calculative, you should be the one being calculative. i still rmb, one incident. not that i want to mention it and i am not being calculative with her. but i can rmb it vividly, it was MY BDAY and you had to ruin my mood. complain to ah gong and ah ma that i invited you at the very last mintue. NO! i called you long bfore i my bday but i couldnt reach you and afterwhich i forgot to call you again until the day b4 my bday. you scolded me and said ''i have line dance, i cant make it! you are so last min.'' yea, blah. i guess you were being very calculative and immature by complaining. come on! it is just a kiddo's bday, you dont have to take it so seriously and everything to heart. moreover i didnt do it on purpose. maybe you should open your heart because it is so narrow; xing xiong xia zai. so, ah gong pulled my ears and said ''how can you invite gu gu so late?'' in chinese. wow! i guess you are very happy right? ah gong helped you to punish me? hmm...

oh by the way, do you know that i am already 16 years old this year? anything that you are not happy with me you can just tell me straight in my face, you dont have to go by the backdoor; bitched about me to my father and that's when i cant explain myself and i can't be bothered. Because under such circumstance, most probably is that you just want people to listen to your side of story only. leaving me to be blackmarked by everyone you told about me. it is like tiao jing huang he ye xi bu qing and si le ye bu zhi dao yuan ying for me. is that what you want? if it is, you've accomplished it. congratulations to you then... i know you have badmouthed me to my father many many times. you think i dont know? i am not stupid okay? fuck it.

so it looks like you ask for a return everything you have done for me? and each time when i dont return you ''enough'' you get angry and i become the victim. my father will never believe me, that's why he is a dickhead. now i understand er ren xian gao zhuang. hmm... i have learnt my lesson, i will not be stupid enough to look for you for anything in the future. never ever anymore, no more... i guess you have enough sins to last you a lifetime yet you still dare to say that you have GOD at heart. TSK, hypocrite to the core.
PS: there are things that she had done, but i rather not mention here.

Love Can't Be Rent

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
ROARS.
CHAO CHEE BYE LAN JIAO FUCKER.
MOTHERFUCKER.

IF YOU WANT TO THINK OF ME IN THIS WAY, SO BE IT OKAY?
I DONT NEED TO EXPLAIN TO YOU HOW I AM LIKE.
I DONT OWE YOU ANYTHING
MONEY DONT BUY YOU RESPECT
I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO THINK THAT WHAT YOU DID FOR ME WAS OUT OF LOVE.
NOPE, I GUESS IT IS NOT. YOU JUST WANT TO BUY ME OVER.
TSK TSK.
YOU THINK I APPROACH YOU ONLY WHEN I NEED YOU?
MAKING USE OF YOU?
THEN, THERE YOU GO, BITCH ABOUT ME TO MY FATHER.
YEAH, FUCK THAT.
DOWNRIGHT DISGUSTING. PUI
I AM UTTERLY DISGUSTED. PUI
I JUST TO REST, OKAY? JUST HAVE A LITTLE PAITENCE AND I WILL GET BACK TO YOU.
BUT YOU CHOSE TO THINK OTHERWISE; YOU THINK THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO HELP YOU OUT.

I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK OF ME.
WHATEVER OKAY? IT IS SO WHATEVER
BIG MOUTH BITCH
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOUR WHOLE WORLD

SICK OF ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE SAID ABOUT ME.

i am not going out with you on saturday anymore. never ever ever ever ever ever am i calling you anymore. that's it, you've ruin all my respect i had for you, at last. no more can you expect me to trust you or respect you.

PUI!

Your Career Type: Realistic

You are practical and mechanical.Your talents lie in working with tools, mechanical or electrical drawings, machines, or animals. You would make an excellent: Carpenter - Diesel Mechanic - Electrician Farmer - Fire Fighter - Flight Engineer Forester - Locksmith - Locomotive Engineer Pilot - Police Officer - Truck Driver The worst career options for your are social careers, like social worker or teacher.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

i am glad that pilot is in the ideal list. haha (:

It's Going To Be...

i decided to change the pic because it is christmas season. i didnt do any photoshop because it is down! bloody hell... i have to download it again and i am too lazy to do so. so heck! the sub-headings doesnt really make any sense so dont bother. lol.

anyway, i dont feel like blogging more. feeling kinda shitty right now. so bye

So What Now?

damn, i just got back from my shift. the place was packed to the max when i got there like 1030pm to try out my uniform. being a new worker there, i have A LOT to learn. it was okay lar the whole thing. i did more wiping and wiping and wiping. okay, so basically, it was cleaning. havent learn how to take orders and bills yet. maybe on fri i will. and according to Afiq, the time i am working is ''dangerous'' because that is when the crowd comes in. hmmmm... so, i had to memorise the table numbers with the help of Afiq. thanks man (: .

before i left for work, i called Eunice to check out how was it like working. she told me that she was very tired. yea, after working for 3 hrs! lol. then what abt me? 7 hours of standing leh xiao jie. ROARS. i dont know how my colleagues can work longer than 7 hours without resting. kowtow man. now my feet are aching like it is going to break (actually it feels like it is breaking) and so is my back. looks like i am getting old. hohoho. the worst is yet to come. friday i am working for 8 hours. sigh... so long. ):

//my night becomes my day.

hmmmm... hahaha

Well, I am starting my work tmr at midnight. lol. yea I got the midnight shift but it isn't permanent. that's my nightmare come true because i was really worried that i might get the midnight shift when i saw that the oulet opens 24hr. lol. anyway i am gonna stick with it and see how it goes. hahah. and really, i cant wait to start work cause i am rotting my ass off in front of my comp or watching mtv and doing nth more than that.

somethings that i wanna get after i work:

1. nike dunks
2. nike sweater
3. maybe a new cellphone
4. maybe a PSP too

actually i wanna get more stuffs than that, but i'll be more realistic and stick with the first 2 items and maybe then the next 2. the rest, i'll see if it is possible. hahaha.

Brings Me Back To The Innocent Days

i cant believe. i saw Ho Shu Yong in SEA games swimming ''live'' today and she got silver. i feel happy for her as a friend and moreover, i think she is one of the youngest among that lot of competitors.

something that broughtme back to the primary school days was when i saw her same unchanged facial expression of hers when she received her medal. it is still the innocent smile and shy look on her face. i rmb sitting beside her in pri 6 and we used to draw pokemons. yes, pokemons. LOL. her drawing was definitely better than mine. and the voice of hers still resound clearly in my head, telling me how to make that pokemon of my to be more perfect. it was that cute and girlish voice.

actually that isn't the first time i saw her on tv. she is in the Milo ad where there are 3 swimmers standing in line saying that we are not dolphins, we are champions or whatsoever. i phoned her, but she said it wasn't her. i guess she wants to remain low profile about the ad or maybe she is just being her humble self. despite that, i still stand by believing that it is her on that ad because again, of her innocent sweet face .

anyway, congratulation Shu Yong! hahah (: glad that you've done well!

//The Good Old Days are still fresh in my mind

Memoirs of a Geisha / BSB gig

i think this movie should be great man. cant wait to catch it but it is only screening in SG in 19 jan 2006. happy waiting for me and others who wants to watch it. maybe i should get the book. hmm... 46 days to the movie.






























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maybe you have heard it, bsb is heading for SG in jan. who is interested? i dont mind going, but at 2nd thoughts, i think their concert is going to be kinda cheesy. when i played their songs, i cant stop laughing at the lyrics. CHEESY MAN! boybands days, what to expect? to think that i find them super cool back then. haha. ''all you people cant you see cant you see, how your life's affecting our reality. everything we are down you can make it right. and that makes you larger than life!'' that was the first album that i bought- millenium.

Fast Food Kills

somebody knock some sense into me! i am eating Mcd at this hour- double cheese burger meal. hadnt had my dinner so now i am eating my supper. yea, it's bad to eat so full esp when i am about to hit the bed but i am just too hungry.

All Well Ends Well... sighs

what a BLAST! yesterday was QTSS grad party or some of you out there call it as prom at Traders Hotel. as usual, phototaking was in the house. we kept taking photos until there came a prefect who told us to stop because the so called party was going to start. hahaha. we have obessesion with phototaking. so when there we finished eating that dish or when there wasnt any games for us, we will take photo. i even took a photo with the waitress attending to our table, and for that she took care of our table when we were away and gave me extra dessert. i cant believe it. hahahaha. i thot it was nice of her to do that. haha. but a bit weird.

not long after the party started, table 9[my table] did the yum seh thingy. i was screaming my lungs out. damn fun! i love it. after which, 4B did it together. woohoo! 4B ROCKS! then... others classes did it too. what a bunch of copycats please! hahhahah. so in total i think we did it 3 times.

there was 3 so-called rock bands who played for us that night. not professional bands tho, they WERE students from qtss. so it wasnt that good, but there was one that was quite good. the last band which performed i suppose so, has really good music. it was the microphone that spolit the vocals. tsk! hotel mic also like that!

there were games going on one of which table 9 won! woo! that was the first game which required us to find for things that were listed on a piece of paper given to us. very weird stuffs like as if we will bring. one of which is NAME TAG. please, u think we will bring our name tag? lol. but anyhow, we won. i like the song guessing, but we didnt win and i thot we were going to, instead the first game. hahhahaha. we sabo kian wee up the stage for one of the games, actually it is a trivia on qtss. we shouted his name over and again until he gave in and went up the stage. HA! power of peer pressure! [PPP]

at the end, they flashed pictures of the sec 4s and sec 5s. all well ends well. i thought it was a great party. really love it!

some of the 4Bians went pool-ling until 2 plus! i am still a noob in pool so i think i suck big time. but i am improving from the first time i played pool. hahah. i took a taxi home with yj and yx and reached home at 3am.

i wanna thank Yun Xin for the chocolate and the self-made bookmark, Michelle for the cute little things, and May for the photo frame. i really love them!

//now my throat is a bit sore from all the shoutings and screamings.